Nine of Spades

Nine of Spades combines Nine themes of completion, generosity, culmination, and release with Spades themes of consciousness, work, belief, action, and transformation.

Easily attuned to higher consciousness and the deeper truths of reality

Celebrating one's own eccentric distinction from our mundane world

Hiding behind a stoic facade of cold, self-protective, and well-cultivated aloofness

Flip-flopping between a superiority complex and an inferiority complex

A darkly-cynical heavy energy weighs one down and everyone else around one, too

Mentally controlling and psychically manipulative to get what one wants

Floating in ecstatic transcendence aware of the larger synchronicities of life

Breaking through limiting beliefs to realize a massive paradigm shift of success

Thinking one always know best what others around one should think

Butting heads in passive-aggressive power plays over who gets to have the last word

Feeling downtrodden and oppressed because one believe people are not honoring one's work contributions

Stuck underneath a doom-and-gloom mindset where one believe one just can't "catch a break" and it's pointless to even try

Finding financial success because one put the wellbeing of people first

Inability to express emotions leads to massive outbursts of pent-up passion

Manic flip-flops between idealistic romantic expectations and fatalistic feelings that it's impossible

Relationship dynamics with one's father-figure may cast a long-shadow over one's imagined romantic quest

Acting out seduction-revenge fantasies as both victim and perpetrator

Consciously leveraging one's relationship as a vehicle for personal transcendence

Getting stuck in depression because life seems like a continual set of obstacles, one after another

Hurting one's physical and mental health with one's pessimism and paranoia

Escapist behavior of self-indulgence leads to personal sabotage

Conscientiously choosing exactly what one knows is right for one's health and wellbeing